I have not posted anything here in a good while so I pray that everything is going well with you. School, work, fatherhood, and ministry have taken up quite a bit of my time as of late. Hopefully, if things slow down, I will be able to share with you a little bit more. In the meantime, I’m asking for prayer and patience.
I’m not sure that some of you know but, I work in the library system. I got this job almost 3 years ago. To be truthful, this was not my first choice–I’m in the IT field and I kinda miss it–But I’m still thankful in the long run because this experience has given me a glimpse of what the Pastorate feels like. Let me give you a few examples.
1. Everyone that comes in needs help in some way. My branch is open Monday-Saturday. During the times that we are open, there are several people who come in that need help. Some of these people are regulars and some aren’t. This is not unlike your local churches where we have some members that have been there for decades but there are the occasional visitor that will come to worship.
2. There are some that want your help. Of the people who visit the branch on a daily basis, there are some folks that really need your help. It could be looking for a book to read for themselves or their child or looking for directions to a location in the city or faxing paperwork to various agencies or even needing help with research on the computer. At the church, there are folks that come to worship but they are in need of prayer, healing or a question regarding scripture. They come because there is something missing in their lives and they feel the church is the place where they can get it.
3. There are some that don’t want your help. This is interesting. There have been many times where a patron has come into the branch and did not or does not want your help. I could go into several reasons why but that could take a while but to give you one example, we offer free computer classes every week where I personally teach basic computer skills. Remember those folks that come on but don’t want help? Well they fit into this category because sometimes, my class attendance may be two to three at the most. Again, the church is parallel to this scenario. Some folks will come but will refuse to the help that we offer. Like the library, there are several reasons why but there are too many to name here as well. Remember the ones that have questions about scripture? Well, a lot of churches have bible study during the week with a regular attendance of just a few so, where are the folks that have questions?
So what is my point to all of this? Well, it’s simple. Since I have been in ministry longer than I have been at the library, I had to come to terms with the fact that both places are a lot alike. The only thing in common from my perspective is that I’m at both places and I am also there to serve the folks that come in. Is it frustrating? Sure. Are there days where I don’t want to go to either place? Definitely. However I have to remember that it really isn’t about me but who I am serving and who I am trying to help. It can be draining mentally and sometimes physically but when it’s all said and done, I know I will be back to do it all over again.