I was at work the other day and it was time for lunch. I went to the fridge in the break room and took my lunch out. I opened the bag and put my container in the microwave to warm up my food. When it was done I went to my desk to start eating. Nothing out of the ordinary. However, when I looked in the bag I saw a note. It was a yellow sticky that read, “Have a good day at work babe. I love you.” Did I mention that my fiance was here visiting? Well, she was. She was here for 10 days from Wednesday before Father’s Day until yesterday morning. Normally, eating leftovers isn’t really a big deal but, there was something special about what was in the bag today. She put love in my lunch. This may not seem like a bog deal to some of you out there reading this but, to me, this was extra special. For starters, I didn’t know she slipped the note in my lunch bag. Second, she did it when I wasn’t really expecting it. Third, I wasn’t in the best mood since my car is acting up, yet again. All I know that there was not in my bag that I did not expect and it was right on time.
This makes me think of Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians. “If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing.” (1 Cor 13:1-2). You see all throughout life we have the opportunity to do things to and for people. We have the chance, every single day to do something good. The key is that you have to do it in love otherwise, what’s the point? If I tell you that I am going to do something for you just to let you know that I did something for you, that’s not what it’s about. If my service to humanity is insistent upon itself, I’m not doing what Paul, more so what Christ has been trying to teach us. In fact, it’s just a bunch of noise for my own gratification. Not cool at all.
I said all of this to say that I love the Love in the Lunch. It really made me feel special and it definitely made my day brighter. I’m looking forward to more of the same and can’t wait until I can’t return the love.
Well, here we are again. I do apologize for not being so active in this space. Things have been really busy on my end. I hope and pray that you have been as equally successful in what you’re doing.
I just got word a few days ago that, after the fall semester, I will be a Sophomore at Liberty University. You have no idea how excited I am about this. I am almost done with my first year of college! I honestly did not think that I would have gotten this far. This is nothing but God’s grace and mercy. Granted I’m not pulling a 4.0 or anything like that but, I am doing my best under the circumstances. I am continuing to pray for strength and guidance, as I press on to my goal. The classes themselves have been very enlightening and assuring me that there is so much to learn out there, especially when it comes to the Word of God and His Theology. There were some days that I totally felt like my head would explode from all of the information. It’s definitely been a challenge.
Can you believe that Christmas will be here soon? I promise you that it seems like just yesterday we were saying “Happy New Year”. Things seems to always go by a lot faster not that we’re in adulthood. Not enough hours in the day when you’re working and raising kids and going to school. You’d think that I wouldn’t have time for anything else. Luckily, I was allotted some time so that I could take a mini vacation. I was able to visit Chicago for the very first time a few weeks ago. It was really cool seeing some of the things that I have only seen on TV and to also try some Harold’s Chicken for the first time. I was not disappointed. Most importantly, I was able to spend time with my Sweetheart. It was her birthday that weekend so, I wanted to make sure that I was there for that. I never really thought I could actually get into this long-distance relationship thing. Seemed like a lot of work to me. Well, to be honest, it is even though it doesn’t feel like it. Probably because we spend a lot of time talking or shooting a text here and there. We can’t forget about Skype! That tool has been a blessing to us. Getting to look at each other while we talk is a great thing when you have a few states distance between you. We make sure we set aside time just for that reason. Sure, it’s usually only an hour but I’d rather have that than no communication at all. Basically, you make it what you make it. If that doesn’t make sense, try this: Make the best of your situation in order to have a positive outlook. Was that scholarly enough? LOL
My boys are definitely growing up! I have a 3rd grader and a Freshman in high school!! I’ll reference the above paragraph about how times can slip away from us. They are becoming young men. They say that life is full of new challenges. Well, the three of us will be facing some together. Two boys growing up in a crazy full-speed ahead world and their father trying to make sense of it all. BRING IT ON!!!
Well, that will do it for this session. Stay blessed folks!
Last weekend, my oldest asked me, “Dad if you could change something in your past, what would it be?” That was definitely a random question from him but, not unusual. He’s definitely the analyst between he and his brother. We had just seen the latest Terminator movie so, I am going to assume that this is where the question came from. Anyway, as we pulled into Target to waste some time before going home, I thought about his question so that I could give a halfway intelligent answer. I said to him, “I don’t think I would change a thing. If I were to go back too far, then you and your brother wouldn’t be here. If I didn’t go back far enough, then I may not be where I am at this point in my life. I’m cool where I am.”
That conversation made me think a little more. What if we were able to go back and change some things in our lives? I’m not just talking about the bad stuff. I mean, anything. If I could change the fact that I got out of the Army and stayed in, I would have more than likely been deployed to God knows where for God knows how long. More importantly, there would be a question of would I make it out alive? If I could change the fact that I was laid off more than once, there’s a possibility that I could have been a decent job making good money. The flip side is that I could have missed out on some of the experiences that I have had that, quite frankly, have given me some life lessons that I so desperately needed. I guess the point I’m trying to make here is that the things that have happened in our lives have all be for a reason. Yes, some of them have been bad choices and other good ones. If you’ve made some bad choices in your life, I pray that you have learned from them so that you can be better than who you were back then. If you’ve made some good choices in your life, I pray that you can appreciate them and hopefully cherish them over and over. Here’s the rub: The bad choices are only relative to the time that they occurred. I’d like to think that the so-called bad choices enabled me to grow, learn more about myself, push abilities to their limits and, more importantly, learn how to rely on God. If every choice I made was good in my eyes, then what would have really learned? How could I grow as a man, father, etc? How would I learn how to rely on God? Definitely something to think about, isn’t it?
The next time someone asks you “what would you change?”, think about where you are now and what you could lose if you did change it. I’m pretty sure you’d be happy where you are.
Sometimes, I really dislike trying to be happy. I know that sounds pretty strange but, it’s true. You hear it all of the time, “I’m trying to be happy.” or, “I’m trying to be in a happy place in y life.” The question I want to throw out there today is “why do her have to try so hard to be happy?” Why does it have to take so much effort? Why do we have to waste so much energy just TRYING to be happy? Shouldn’t being happy not require so much effort? Why should we have to do whatever it takes to make us happy? Why can’t happiness just show up? These are some of the questions that I ask myself as I’m just sitting and thinking. What about you?
OK, so I’m a little “in my feelings”, as they say, today. I got some news that was great to hear but hard to swallow. The details are irrelevant. Let’s just call them bitter-sweet. I guess the point is that I missed it and feel a certain way about it. Remember the last post about vulnerability? Here it is. Well, here is one of those Romulan qualities that is surfacing. I know there is nothing I can do at this point but, still, it’s hard to accept. “Man up” time is nigh. I can’t really blame the messenger because I did ask so, there is no blame placing. Sometimes humans can get in the way of themselves. I’m using myself as an example.
Let me pose a question. When you get “in your feelings” how do you deal with it? Do you use logic or do you just engage them without thinking? What would cause you to just engage without trying to reason with said feelings? For me, it depends on the circumstances regarding why I’m feeling the way I do. Right now, I want to engage but, I know that there are circumstances regarding the issue. This is where logic really needs to be my best friend. I need logic to sit me down and say, “dude, why are you feeling this way, there was nothing you could do. Besides, it’s not like the news was bad, right?” Yeah, the duality of the kindred ancestry between Romulans and Vulcans is a beast to contend with. Especially when they reside in the same space…