Well this is something that I haven’t done in a while…Ranting. LOL If you haven’t already, I’ve actually put some poetry on here to break the monotony. Just some things that have come and gone through my mind as of late. I shared this on twitter so if you please, stop by and check them out.
Okay, so here we are on Wednesday night. The weekend is fast approaching and I’m looking forward to it. Not sure what the plans will be but I’ll enjoy it either way. Some things have been bugging me lately and I’m going to use my forum to get them off my chest. As a Christian Man, I sincerely try to make sure I live by what God has set out for me. Yes, I do stumble and fall and all of that. However, I still try to remain resilient, but there are those day folks, when I really just want to walk away from a lot of stuff. In short, a lot of times, I have come to the conclusion that family is and always will be dysfunctional. Show me a person that has a normal family and I will call them on it. Sorry, I don’t believe you for a second. I’m not saying your family is bad but they’re not perfect. No one is. either way we can agree to disagree here so let’s move on.
Inner Circles. How many of us have them? That many? Okay, good. Now here is the issue. In your inner circle, whom do you really trust? I see the hands are dwindling…LOL Anyway, I feel as though I am one of the very few people who don’t have an inner circle to speak of. Yes I have friends and yes, they know some things about me (each knows something that the others don’t and vice versa although they do know SOME of the same things). However, I can’t really say that I want a small group of people to know EVERYTHING there is to know about this guy. There has to be some mystery in relationships and, these are relationships though not romantic so, yeah, you get me in small portions. My reasoning for this? I know it stems from something although I can’t really remember. I can very that, as a child, I really didn’t show emotions too often, or at least I didn’t think so. Some say that my eyes and countenance speak volumes when I am disturbed, trouble, etc. while some say they can’t tell. Well, let the record show that I like it that way. LOL I make no apologies for it. That’s just something about me that will not change. I will also say that God is still not finished so, it’s been brought up for discussion with Him and He and I will (mainly He), get that taken care of.
Next, I want to tackle something that hits home. The internet. As I stated a while ago, I work in IT. Well nothing makes me angrier than ITGs (Internet Tough Guys). They’re right up there will bullies and I seriously loathe them so, I can only pray for them. There comes a time when it really needs to stop. If you cannot say what is on your mind to someone about what you think of them, PLEASE DO NOT share this junk on the web. Seriously, it hurts more than you realize and the damage can be unrepairable. From experience, I hate it and those who do or continue to do such things will get theirs, TRUST ME. God does NOT like ugly and I am a firm believer of you “reap what you sow”. Also, for the folks that will take a bone and RUN like Forrest to tell what they know, the same applies to you. Again, for the record, I have done some of these things so I know what I’m talking about when it will come back to bite you wherever it wants to bite you so be warned.
Lastly, let’s talk moving on. Yesterday I hit a milestone that, actually, I hope no one really has to experience. Divorce. After over a decade of being married, we decided to call it done. Now before you say anything, let me clarify for the record that yes I am a minister and yes, the Bible says that God hates divorce. Also, for the record, Jesus paid it all so, in that regard we’re both forgiven. In all honesty, God knew what was going on between the both of us and he also knew about the things that we did to each other and to other people. Believe me, the stuff wasn’t nice and as stated above, we will sow every seed of the wrongdoings. With that being said, the time to move on so that we can both be happy is at hand so, that’s the end of that.
Okay, I am done ranting. Thanks for listening.
Until Next Time…